I think Leslie just put a joke on us....this colour is not exist....if yes, I will look after a psychologist....
Well, I'm glad to inform you, that you've found one!
I'm actually pondering upon setting up a private consultation, as there - as witnessed here on STC - seems to be a need out there: trauma- and bereavement therapy ("all my plants died, when the electricity and thus the heating in the greenhouse went, while we were away for the weekend", "my ex destroyed many plants, when we broke up", the more lapidary: "rot", etc.); x self-disturbances; x sib-ling jealousy; and last, but not least: this would also give me the opportunity to further develop and professionalize the, by now, only self-help therapy of OA (Orchioholics Anonymous).
In some of the more severe cases, there seem to be a need for a more intensified treatment beyond the scope of OA (Rest assured, I shall remain discrete and mention no names, Leslie!

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